I think this year is the worst year in my life. So sad. I gave up friendship, gaming yet my parents still do not trust me. I really want to get scholarship, studying in the best university, taking the degree I love the most. However, what they demand are just cincai take any degree then work la. wth. why should I study then? Degree cert for job entrance? bullshit.
I told my parents I wanted to take another half year to learn 3 science, what I received were their negative feedback. I just feel that learning those science are useful...
Maybe I'm crazy, mad, stupid. But I feel that this is the right thing to do. Stubborn or whatever shit, I don't care anymore.
Maybe I don't have a specific career goal? Haiz. Anyway, must figure out what I really want to do or study in this half year. While studying A level for extra 3 science of course :)
No more support from friends and even parents, I guess the only support is come from myself. I should be the one who trusts myself.
Depression depression please go away in 2014.
I really don't like to be in a sad mood. Can't concentrate on studying/ my goal? Sleeping is always the best remedy for sadness. haha. but er, try counter strike a while, release my anger lol, the only game left on computer beside chess zzz.
Good night & have fun. May the odds be ever in your favour.
